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mcmissileproof · 10 months ago

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I think I have such complicated feelings about my voice bc like. I've had significant dysphoria about it since long before I knew what dysphoria even was, but that also means I've been (knowingly or not) trying to sound masculine for about that long and I haven't completely failed at it. so I hate hearing my own voice but it's a point of pride at the same time. and I want it to change but I don't want to lose what I've taught myself to do with it. and I want to show it off sometimes but it makes me die a little bit. yknow?

#trans stuff #I also just like to Make Sounds. singing or in general. dysphoria be damned #and like. do I think I'm a Good singer? debatable. I do community theatre and some people I know from there have said I am #but like I don't think it's anything remarkable personally. I can carry a tune. I have good lung capacity #I have. a weird range.#but anyway it's not exactly that I think I'm good at singing it's that I'm Proud of my voice despite not exactly Liking it #I don't know. if anyone is reading this far. hi #shoutout to 12 year old me determinedly practicing my Evil Villain Voice which was just an excuse to try and yell masculinely #also shoutout to all ages me hearing songs sung by men and thinking Well Why Shouldn't I Be Able To Do This

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